Post by kiki abeni kazor on May 6, 2011 15:28:15 GMT -5
INTRODUCING!
KIKIABENIKAZOR
KIKIABENIKAZOR
[/color][/size]NIGHTMARE
now your nightmare comes to life
NAME: kiki "korpse" abeni kazor.
AGE: sixteen.
BIRTHDAY: october twenty-first.
GENDER: female.
SPECIES: human.
ORIENTATION: bi-curious.
OCCUPATION: none.DRAGGED YA DOWN BELOW
down to the devil's show[/center]
HEIGHT: five feet, eight inches.
WEIGHT: 182 pounds
BUILD: average.
HAIR: brown.
EYES: brown.
INK AND PIERCINGS: snake bites.
DISTINGUISHING FEATURES: many, many scars on her arms.
PLAY-BY: brittany kramer
TO BE HIS GUEST FOREVER
[/color][/size]peace of mind is less than never![/right]
FEARS:
- spiders
- doctors
- being fat
- being without korpse
LIKES:
- fire
- blood
- pain
- causing others to suffer
- lying
- making others feel her pain
- attempting murder
- attempting suicide
- storms
- nighttime
- wolves
- magic
- writing
DISLIKES:
- sunlight
- bright colors
- new disney
- spiders
- bugs
- most rap
- most hip-hop
- people in general
- doing something she doesn't want to do
- numbers
- doctors
- eating
- school
STRENGTHS:
- gifted writer
- thinking outside of the box
- loyal, if you can put up with her
- decent at standing up to peer pressure
- knows how to walk without being heard
- good at sneaking around
WEAKNESSES:
- liar
- violent
- impulsive
- almost uncontrollable
DEEPEST SECRET: Early onset of possible schizophrenia, causing her to have hallucinations, delusions, severe paranoia, and constantly wanting to be alone. She has split personalities and is bi-polar, and her other half is known as "Korpse," which is how her nickname Kiki Korpse came about, because you never really know who you're talking to. She has been dealing with anorexia since she was thirteen, been self-harming her whole life, and has too many suicide and murder attempts too count. She's got an intense obsession with fire, making her a dangerous pyromaniac. Impossible to tell when she is telling the truth, because she is both a compulsive and a pathological liar. Insomnia is just one of the other diagnosed problems with Kiki, but doctors have said that they may never fully know what's wrong with her. She's in the mental hospital, and no one believes her when she says she sees Demons and even the Devil himself.
PERSONALITY: To describe Kiki Korpse would be impossible or, at least, would take forever. Words do not seem to be able to tell the complete truth about her, always just scraping the top layer of her tough, hazardous outer shell - the shell everyone sees, and only a few can tolerate. Kiki finds it hard to control herself and, while she tries to hide it to protect others, there are times when she just can not keep her multiple sides under control. When they are set loose, it can be dangerous, deadly even. There are points in time where she just doesn't give a fuck about you, or anyone else, including herself. She'll be your best friend one second, and a back stabbing heartless bitch the next. Does she feel guilt? Sometimes. Does it last? Not usually. Guilt is something she had learned to push away and contain in a small, dark corner of her brain. However, when it does come out to play, it ruins her and can leave her completely drained and depressed, pushing her closer and closer to the breaking point. Kiki, however, is not planning a suicide any time soon. Oh no; this girl wants too much to live and isn't quite ready to die just yet. She's got a fierce determination to help others, so that they do no end up like her, and has perfected her acting skills to confuse even the wisest of equines. Kiki can go from begging for mercy, to snapping you neck in a matter of seconds. She can be shy and timid, and than flirty and outgoing. Confused yet? Hope not, there's still a hell of a lot more to go before Kiki's personality is fully described.
HATE TO TWIST YOUR MIND
[/color][/size]but god ain't on your side[/left]
MOTHER: lynn.
FATHER: harrison.
SIBLINGS: jacob.
CHILDREN: none.
SIGNIFICANT OTHER: none.
HISTORY: Things were never quite normal in the Kazor family, not even from the beginning. Nobody ever got along, drugs and alcohol were a huge problem for everyone ages thirteen and up, people were cheating on their significant others, and you never really knew who you were truly related too. This was the world Kiki was born into, though her mother tried to hide it from her. This may be one of the reasons the poor girl ended up the way she did. Secrets this big shouldn't be hidden. It fucks with your head once you learn about it. You can never be too sure if what you remember is real, or just a lie. That's how Kiki feels. Most just call her an attention whore.
Perhaps it all really started with the birth of her little brother when she was about five years old. The dark thoughts had already started filtering into her innocent mind, but at the time it was all too easy to just blame them on late night horror movies and scary books. Whatever the reason, whatever the cause, they were there. But she never told anyone. She just continued to be a sweet, adorable little girl. But then.. things started to change. She started to be pushed away. All she wanted to do was be around her family, to be loved, to be called beautiful... But no! Her brother took her Mommy and Daddy away from her, made them love him more, and hate her. They hated her so much, and she couldn't understand why? Why didn't they love her anymore? What had she done?
It all went downhill after that. Unable to cope with it, she turned to razorblades and violence. She would lash out at anymore, and even knocked the wind out of her best friend at the time by kicking her in the gut and making her land flat on her ass. Kiki only laughed at the look of fear and pain on the young girl's face and, when she was asked why, she simply replied "Korpse said it would be fun." Finally, the truth started to come out. Finally... but it was all too late. With teen years came blood and gore. With teen years, Kiki started to become more uncontrollable. However, it was only after she attempted to stab her brother with a knife at Thanksgiving dinner that her whole family -aunts, uncles, cousins, etc. all included - decided to get the girl some help. She was thirteen.
Or maybe they just wanted to send her away. She's pretty damn sure that's the real reason behind their sending her away. Kiki wasn't too happy when she heard about this. Which was all too obvious when she ran away and stood in the middle of the train tracks for hours, waiting for a train to come by. Thankfully, people came to take her away just minutes before a train came by. And here she is.. unhappy, alone, and secretly afraid. They locked her up in the psych ward, where she claimed to be visited by the Devil and various other Demons. Of course, no one believed the crazy girl. When her behavior got increasingly worse - due to Lucy attempting to possess her and failing - they simply just increased Kiki's medication, ignoring the fact that it wasn't working.
AN OLD ACQUAINTANCE SEVERED
[/color][/size]burn the world, your last endeavor![/center]
Hello. My name is gray and I've been roleplaying for 423874539785 years out of the sixteen years I've been living. I found this site by -pokes staff section of sidebar- and I'm glad to be here. I play lucius, hayden, tef, mateo, oliver, jack, harmony... uh... is that it? as well! By the way, I read the rules. gray is awesome
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THIS TEMPLATE WAS CREATED BY SIN OF ESCAPE THIS AFTERLIFE. STEAL THIS AND SHE'LL SEND HER KILLER HAMSTERS OF DOOM AFTER YOU AND HAVE THEM CHEW YOUR EYES OUT OF THEIR SOCKETS. LYRICS BELONG TO NIGHTMARE BY AVENGED SEVENFOLD.
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