a funny taste in my head ``

[bex lirio lopez]

REBECCA L. LOPEZ

i n e v e r t h o u g h t i c o u l d l o v e
anyone but myself now i know i can’t love
anyone but you. you make me think that
maybe i won’t die alone.

otherhalf i woke up this morning with a funny
insperable taste in my head. spackled some butter
bestfriends over my whole grain bread. something
practicallyfamily tastes different, maybe it’s my tongue.
partnersincrime something tastes different, suddenly
attachedatthehip i’m not so young. i’m just a stranger,
childhoodfriends even to myself. a re-arranger of the
toptenfriends proverbial bookshelf. don’t be a fool
confidants girl, tell him you love him. don’t be
goodfriends a fool girl, you’re not above him. i
closefriends never though i could love anyone but
averagefriends myself. now that i know i can’t love
partyfriends anyone but you. you make me think that
drinkingfriends maybe i won’t die alone. maybe i won’t
shoppingfriends die alone. kiss the boys as they walk by,
prankfriends call me their baby. but little do they
studyfriends know, i’m just a maybe. maybe my baby will
IMfriends be the one to leave me sore. maybe my baby
enemiesturnedfriends will settle the score. i never thought i
firstnamebasis could love anyone but myself. now i know i
lastnamebasis can’t love anyone but you. you make me think
wishiwasyourfriend that maybe i won’t die alone. maybe i won’t
wishyouweremyfriend die alone. what have i become? something
fakefriends soft and really quite dumb. because i’ve
secretfriends fallen, of i’ve fallen, of i’ve fall, fall,
onandofffriends fallen so far away from the place where i’ve
forbiddenfriends started from. i never thought i could love
annoyingfriends anyone. i never thought i could love anyone.
secretkeeper i never thought i could love anyone, but you,
justmet but you, but you, but you, but you, but you
recognizable make me think that maybe i won’t die alone.
completestrangers maybe i won’t die alone.

s t a r t i n g n o w
i’ll never know your name starting
now i’ll never feel the same
starting i wish you never came.

gotohell i want to crawl back inside my mother’s
hadcorehatred womb. i want to shut out all the lights
mutualhate in this room. i want to start fresh, like
one-sidedhate a baby in a sink. scrub away all these
intolerable thoughts that i think of you. so life
backstabbed moves slowly when you’re waiting for it
cheatedon to boil. feel like i watch from six feet
youlikemylover under the soil. still want to hold you
ilikeyourlover and kiss behind your ears but i recount
friendsturnedenemies the countless tears that i lost for you.
friendlyrivals but before you finally go there’s one
rivals thing you should know: that i promise -
competitor starting now, i’ll never know your name.
jealously/envy starting now i’ll never feel the same.
annoyance starting now i wish you never came into
avoidance my world. i want to crawl back inside my
wishiwereyou bed of sin. i want to burn the sheets that
wereyouwereme smell like your skin. instead i’ll wash
miscommunication them just like kitchen rags with stains.
love-hate spinning away every piece that remains of
irrationalhate you. but before you finally go there’s one
can’ttrustyou thing you should know: that i promise -
can’ttrustme starting now i’ll never know your name.
scaredofyou starting now i’ll never feel the same.
scaredofme starting now i wish you never came into my
intimidated world. it’s my world not ours anymore. it’s
indifference my world not ours anymore. starting now
byassociation i’ll never know your name. starting now
tension i’ll never feel the same.

c a n i h a v e t h i s c h a n c e
to be your little romance can
i have this stance? i am in
the mood for love.

final you’re in the mood for love. you’re
truelove in the mood for dance. you’re in
inlove the mood for a little romance.
marriedyou’re in the mood for love. i
engaged see you’ve pressed those pants. i
current see you’ve styled that hair. there
future doesn’t seem to be much of it there.
highschoolsweethearts you’re in the mood to dance. can i
past-goodterms have this chance to be your little
past-badterms romance? can i have this stance?
past-chemistry i am in the mood for love. i am
fling all dressed up tonight. i’ve waited
onenightstand all night long. when will they
onandofffinally play your song? i am in
secretlovers the mood to dance. can i have
justforsex this chance to be your little
physicalattraction romance? can i have this stance?
friendswithbenefits i am in the mood for love. i am
enemieswithbenefits in the mood for love. if it’s the
obligationonly chance i get. if it’s the only
mutualcrush chance then get ready to throw your
one-sidedlove shoes away for i will sweep, sweep,
flirting sweep, you’re off your feet. i will
ithinkyou’rehot sweep, sweep, sweep you’re off your
youthinki’mhot feet to be your little romance.
fleetingglances can i have this chance to be your
lust little romance? can i have this
temptation stance? i am in the mood for you
childhoodlove are in the mood for me we’re in
forbiddenlove the mood for love.

w h e n t h e c r a c k s o n m y
bedroom ceiling give me this
empty bottle feeling i think it
is time to repaint.

family look at yourself. are you sad? are
father you sad? don’t be afraid. it’s not
mother bad to be sad. dust off your hands,
sisterand reach into foreign lands of
brother your mind don’t be kind. cause we’re
cousin all fools each others tools. when
uncle the cracks on my bedroom ceiling
aunt give me this empty bottle feeling
respect i think it is time to repaint. it’s
mixedfeelings time to repaint myself. try not to
goodinfluence peer through plastic eyes through
badinfluence plastic eyes. peel back the rind
protectiveoveryou and you’ll find something kind you’re
protectiveovermestill you. remember you? a rosy child
admiration strong and wild with ample lungs you,
stalker you breathe with ease. floating on the
roommate breeze, floating on the breeze. when
bandmate the cracks on my bedroom ceiling give
emotionalsupport me this empty bottle feeling i think
guardianangelit is time to repaint, it’s time to
hero repaint my when the cracks on my
mentor bedroom ceiling give me this empty
keepingsecrets bottle feeling i think it’s time
i’mmissingyou to repaint it’s time to repaint
you’remissingme myself maybe blue or green or
i’mignoringyou something in between maybe blue
you’reignoringme maybe green maybe something
idon’trememberyou in between maybe blue or
youdon’trememberme green maybe something in
other between maybe blue or green.

i w i l l l i v e m y l i f e
as a lobsterman’s wife on
on an island in the blue bay.
IT’S THE CREDITS YO.

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[bex lirio lopez]

i c o u l d w r i t e m y n a m e
by the age of three and i don’t
need anyone to cut my meat for me.
i’m a big girl now, see my big girl shoes.

meaghan anne corse

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[bex lirio lopez]

i ‘ m s o r r y i c a n ‘ t s t e a l y o u
i’m sorry i can’t stay
so i put band-aids on your knees
and watch you fly away.

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